finally

got myself a copy of FL studio, i can start producing some tunes but first I gotta work out how to use this program which is very very new to me.

everting

blurdclart NICCEE

poisonous poets

are toooo sick

when days turn from black to grey

At The Left Hand Ov God

O, Serpent and Lion!
I invoke Thee!
Inside the shrine called life
By the seven wonders
By myriad mortals
That gone
And are to come
Outside!
Outside desert ov restriction
In act ov rebellion
On the sea ov motion
Stability ov matter
By serenity, strength and beauty
By the mighty chant ov every breath

In serpentine dance ov blood cells
In simplicity ov spells
Divine names, meta-games
I greet Thy presence

Oh Snake! Thou art God!
Coiled underneath my throne
With Thee I reunite
With blood we make this covenant
Myself I redefine
Look in and above:
There is more than the flesh
Look careful and Thou may see
The unextinguished flame
The nectar ov Thy rage
I taste from the cup ov fornication
And woman by my side
And scarlet is her skin
She's eager to rise
And so eager to please

Another day
Another eternity gone
And on the stairway to salvation
I walk alone among the falling stars
Looking for company
Where art Thou?
Oh, lacerate ones!



Arise! my sweetest friend
Or be forever fallen
We have finally arrived
From prison ov this life
To Kali's womb
Down to the earth
As angels ov almighty god-
Chaos!
'Tis our last fall
To touch our mother whore
The harlot ov the saints
That spits on the rotten cross
Incinerate the icon
The symbol ov all loss
To stand straight
At the left hand ov god

Samael! be Thou my ally!
Join me among the bright hosts
Wondering neither way ov light
Nor darkness
Ov which seed
Sprouts dispassionately
In the summer ov my life

another

art piece created by yours truly
this is basically me showing my love for graff art and how things blossom

soo

tiredness has finally taken over.

illogic

agony and tragic realizations
tainted relations assembled atop of quicksand foundation
no preparation for the prosperity sinking
inovation is thinking, triggering success, igniting the fuse of stress
heartache and heartbreak, emotional displacement
hopeful disapointment trapped within this physical encasement
a delusional ointment
massaged into the minds of those who find existance frozen
time accompanied by loads of pain
innevitable ending
laced with an unknown destination
excessive fear is the undertow of situation locations
religous limbo,a consequence awaits every action
prescriptions given by civilians to keep mental planes from crashin
inhale for coping fashion
shoot up for some relief
guzzle to gain confidence
roll trees to escape this nonsense
live to die, to survive has never been achieved
i love life so i guess i'm a masachist that can't wait to leave

painless no struggle for survival
sipping from silver streams where dreams are now pedestrians
tangible happiness
driven by fantasy interaction
lacking flesh restriction, angels to crowds (?)come power(?) i'm rippin
a venue where souls listen
the gardens a stage
there's a vast field of wildflowers as styles tower from pages
clouds are pedestals with pools of words to swim through
drowning is bliss, and destiny's sealed with a kiss
walking with love and contentment hand in hand
upon streets of golden sand encountering lost family and friends
hardship is a pastime that capsized
the entrapment of lies abolished
everyone has a moral platform polished by the hands of celestials
and heavenly cottonballs where we can stand for lifetimes not threatened by the fall
thoughts remain pure, no tainted speach
we speak with emotions in a paradise that doesn't cease

CRASH

if you havent already watch this film
DO IT

17 hours

of continous metal gear 4 and cod.....

rookie

so today was my first day at the eagles thai boxing gym.
what can I say man, I loved it as soon as I walked in. Thai boxing is amazing and I cannot wait too look into the future and see myself as a pro at this deadly art, for now im just starting out and its proving hard but I can see myself becoming into a champ, if I keep my head on, determination, work hard and believe in myself then nothing can stand in my way.
SICK ASS SHIT
:D

Another nut busted

MUAY THAI

I am about to imbark on becoming a Thai Boxer, I think choosing this type of fighting style goes well with my character as its a brutal technique(I am into brutality) and I seriously cannot wait to get into the gym and learn everything about this great fighting style. DETERMINATION.

whos got gimmix

another day in the life of ZERO1.
I wish I had some papppeer to go traveling with.
its all good though, my university grant and loan should cover that.

MASIKAH

CITY WOK

So as I was down essex for the week I also got invited to a islamic hip hop event down woking.
The lineup was young ummah, imhotep, Masikah and Muslim Belal.
I guess I have to big them all up because they were doing there thing without any background music so it was basic accapella.
I have to say Imhotep, Masikah and Belal killed it tho.
Imhoteps poems actually were pretty intense and his flow with the words he was expressing were diverse and original.
Masikah for me was my favourite, this guy is like foreign beggars put into one, but he raps about islamic life etc.
Belal I think could keep his flow going for a very very very long time, the guy killed it and needed to sip on some water in the end.
Props to all of them, and ill be posting more about these guys on the blog.
here are the links to their myspace and if you are from the LDN area and muslim then you should check these guys out no questions asked.

http://www.myspace.com/masikah

http://www.myspace.com/mbelal

http://www.myspace.com/imhotepoyortey

hard shoulder

So Ive been away for the past few weeks volunteering for charity and it really has given me an insight not just on how people care about others but coincidences as well.
I just got back from camping out on the borders of Essex, some next scout thing called Jamboree.
It was full of kids 10-18 from all over the place, and most of them were on it.
I met alot of people and learnt new skills, I also had fate giving me the chance to meet some Americans, its weird because nearly everyone I met was really nice, they didn't judge on anything except personality. I think alot of people lack that nowadays espish the areas where I live.
Anyway I got invited to go to America and as soon as I get the paper to go, Im on that next flight to Chicago or Phoenix.

DARK HORSE

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